Monday, March 28, 2005
so i decided to cook bake today, and much to my surprise it tasted excellent......yummie yummie yummie.
Broken
i tried burning a cd today but since my sound wasnt working i didnt know if the songs were good, after almost half an hour of anxious waiting the cd was finished, and it didnt work!!
Friday, March 18, 2005
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Rain
It has been a while since i felt this sublime. There is a light drizzle, illuminated by a single dim streetlight. Brings forth a feeling of reflective discernment. I remember! and still the longing is there. And what will become of it, only time will tell. I wish to mend broken glass, but more time is needed and words i'd like to hear and say may never again come my way. And still i remember, of gainig the world and losing it again. The emptyness is here again, the silence still dreadful, yet for now not as much, for the batte is still not lost, as long as his will is strong. better days will come again bringing with it sounds of Caribbean Blue. And the truth will be told.... we must grow and not remain the way we are, out of sorrow comes rivers of joy, Nothing in this world is just about pain, The greatest lesson one will ever learn is to love and be loved in return.
Friday, February 11, 2005
Disturbed
I just put on the tv, on the news , a newborn baby less than 1 hr old was tossed from a moving vehicle not far from where i lived. .....................
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Eyes wide shut!
"who has eyes, let him see. "We say we see but do we really ? What do we see, is it real or is it just what we perceieve to be. ......and this thing called love, has so many people confused. To love unconditionally, to be truly selfless in our motives. This i think is real love, to give without expecting. So why all the talk about compromise, ...about changing. All that just leads to confusion, then we say its just an illusion when we get fucked up.
The age of computers, I remember back in Isabella, To be a computer technician back then brought forth a certain aura of respect. Well its not a land of milk and honey as like so many other things i've been dissappointed by. Currently i'm a web designer/developer, its one of my passions, kinnda sucky but o well. I got out of the technician parh, truth is , i'm very adept at breaking things. Fixing computers is a pain in the ass. well actually your eyes and neck.
::side note:
The eagles lost the superbowl.
Another carnival that i missed.
Sonny Mann died.
Bob Marleys birthday.
no valetines this year.
blah.
My moms birthday is sometimes this month, i think its the 28th but i'm not sure on that, now i have to devise a plan to find out without her knowing...I'm still a mamas boy :)
The age of computers, I remember back in Isabella, To be a computer technician back then brought forth a certain aura of respect. Well its not a land of milk and honey as like so many other things i've been dissappointed by. Currently i'm a web designer/developer, its one of my passions, kinnda sucky but o well. I got out of the technician parh, truth is , i'm very adept at breaking things. Fixing computers is a pain in the ass. well actually your eyes and neck.
::side note:
The eagles lost the superbowl.
Another carnival that i missed.
Sonny Mann died.
Bob Marleys birthday.
no valetines this year.
blah.
My moms birthday is sometimes this month, i think its the 28th but i'm not sure on that, now i have to devise a plan to find out without her knowing...I'm still a mamas boy :)
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Many rivers to cross
There are so many rivers to cross,so many mountains to climb. sometimes i can't seem to find myself over. I miss my Nana. I will never forget. I'm listining to Jimmy Cliff. If you wanna leave then fucken leave.
